My Obsession

Forgive me if i have wrong ideas. I dont think that i have wrong ideas. Being a Gogo Dancer like Lady Gaga is an excellent job. Well, recently my mind is full of him.WTF!!!i cant for not thinking of him. So i decide to be like Lady Gaga. I admired her so much.more than my mom. She is fabulous.Her fashion,her dance,everything.i gain my perfect confidence from her. She made me feel like i'm the best. I can do better than those bitches.I've been regretted bcuz i have big boobs, but today.i changed.so what if i have big boobs??i should proud of them.If i want to be myself,i have to accept what my body is.Thanks Lady Gaga. YOu reminded me to who I am. YOu are the best.

I dont know how to begin.and i dont know how to end.everything seems so crazy for me.this week will be something crazy stuff.again it is my irritating aunt.she is typical mother.she doesnt care about other.all she knows just about her son who is good for nothing.first,i'm trying to spend my time for my freedom.this evening she asked me to help her for arranging her son's bday.huh!i hate it!!!becuz she involved me!i'm single.i enjoy my freedom though i want to have boyfriend sometimes.$300 per week is expensive.well,it's not say that i'm stingy.but if i take time to think about it,it's too much.i dont know what's my feeling now.it's mixed up....crap...anyway,i just want to say i want move!!!!

Girls should be stronger than boys!

I know it's not easy. i'm going thru this also. Too painful. Sometimes,you dont know to who you can tell. All you do is just keep it inside. I took a long time to think and eventually i realised is just wasting my time. He is not the only for me. I'm hoping for unreal thing. i'm so tired to wait. It just killing me softly. The only thing i do is go to church. i love Catholic. I love my God. No more tears rolling down. The voice tells me to be strong. Never never never think about him. If he can make me happy,he would do that from the very first time. All he does to satisfy himself. Again, i need something to make me strong. Suddenly,the voices tell me. They remind me to my goal. My goal is Bachelor of Nursing at ACU in 2010. So i found my strength in it. No more boyfriend/girlfriend relationship! Focus on my goal.