DEAR my blog,

OMG!!! I really want to scream out of my head. First, I cant say anything while mom is here.
Dont know what should i say, inside my heart I am crying. I really hate to be part of him.
I dont understand him that's why me and him are fucking around without status.
Guess what? I am still stuck
I want to move on without him.
Seriously!!!!
I need Lord Jesus, I believe He is the one who can help me going through all.
Yet I have to be brave in everything.
I dont know what to do now. I believe Lord will show me the way.
I miss Father God and i need to be alone for a while.