Yet I am the stupid one

WHAT A day!!!
First, i havent commited to myself. I never appreciate every single second while I'm breathing.
All i have done is just wait and let the time goes by. I wouldnt say what happened roughly. On Monday night, as what i thought, he will be online. And what happened???
yes, he was online. He left offline message for me on Sunday, i didnt reply at all. What for?
On Monday morning, he left another offline message "AGAIN". I was about to reply, and suddenly out of no where he online. As usual, his habit and behaviour hadnt changed much. He is still the same person that I've known. He was trying to capture my view by telling how much he cares for me. One thing that i wanted to tell him, " can you stop f*cking bullshit?! "
I will be so grateful, if I could tell him. Not for what we had done, but for what we are right now.
Today, we were supposed to meet in front of my school. Are you driving me crazy?
HELL YES!!! he was there, but he walked with teacher. I suppose he aint blind!!
He did saw me and yet he just walked away from me. OMG!!!
I really don't know what should i do to him. I didnt cry for him, not even a singlee tears.
All i did just walked away and enjoy myself. I found it's more important to love myself rather than him. So, tell me I did the right thing.
Thanks God my brain is working properly. you know what would happened, if it wasnt
That's all about to day. YEah.. i gotta move on. and the rest is in God's hand.