Need You Now!

How long it has been?It has been a month and today out of sudden you called me on messenger. Tell me, is it my fault to have this feeling? The feeling of guilt loving you. If I ever ask people, they will say Im stupid or it isnt love! Then if it is not love, why you are always on my mind? Why every second of my life you are there? Though we do not talk and build the walls surround us, still the feeling does not change at all.

Then tell me, is it my fault to love you in silence? To have this feeling which I shouldnt have? or is it just me hurting myself? Hey, I would never ever deny that I loved you once. I am never ashamed about it. Do you?

I pray to God, pray that I will ever forget you. I pray to God if there is drug can take this feeling away, I promise not to look back. But you are the shadow of mine. Wherever I go, there you are.
I pray to God the next morning I wake up, you will be gone as the wind.

Anyway, move on is the right thing to do for me. Nevertheless, dreams and goals awaits me.

Ciao ~~